Deposition: On That Night & All That Was After

Emma Bolden

 
 

The sedan pushed its high beams over the county which was its roads & its fields & in them the animals,

who watched us with their invisible eyes. He said
do you want to just park here & I said are you serious

& he said no, I'm not serious, I'm Jeremy. We were always
going on like that. In the fields every ear of corn had its stalk  

& nothing sounded like music. Did I want to take him
inside of me or did I want to know if inside of me

there was an I that was me. There was an appreciable
difference. When the temperature fell I knew no one

is a hero with a jacket anymore. He said we might as well
be a movie
& I said well how do you know that we aren't. Did I

want to take or did I want to know. Inside of me there was
an I, there was a night with its mouth full of stars.

 

Emma Bolden is the author of medi(t)ations (Noctuary Press, 2016) and Maleficae (GenPop Books, 2013). Her work has appeared in The Best American Poetry and The Best Small Fictions. She received a 2017 Creative Writing Fellowship from the NEA and serves as the Senior Reviews Editor at Tupelo Quarterly.